Fiddle dee dee

May 26, 2013

Unforunately, I'm afraid he still loves her.

Lucky me, fiddle-dee-dee.

"And I hope she'll be a fool - that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
~ Daisy Buchanon (The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald)

I will admit that I am awfully bad at explaining myself, especially since I hardly know what's going on with myself most of the time but I will attempt to explain this whole situation a tad more.  I went on a date tonight. It was actually really good, dinner, The Great Gatsby movie ( which I've been looking forward to for so long! Remember my book review? haha) and even some ridiculous 'gaming' attempts at COD and Assasin's Creed by me.  It was fun.  Yet a few times, still this other girl was brought up, the one I know he was in love with for so long.  This girl that he still talks to each week in attempt to keep up that relationship that they had. I know they never dated, but man that boy knows how to make me jealous.  I didn't even think I cared that much! Well, it just made me think of the 'beautiful fool' reference.  I wish sometimes that I was just a beautiful fool.  But nope, have to be the average joe, yet I am thrilled about not being a fool! ;) haha. Well it's not the end of the world though, because I am definitely looking for someone that I will fall in love with.  I miss that feeling. I'm picky but sometimes its hard when it takes you years to get over some people! Like fiddle dee dee! - Ever since I noticed Scarlett O'Hara saying that, I feel like its going to become a popular expression!
Anyways. That's my attempt.