Thursday, December 5, 2013

November without Snow

So living in Utah means we didn't get any snow until December 3.

And yes I know it's crazy to complain about the warmth for once, but honestly I just missed the snow so bad. I love it, I hate being so cold all the time where you just seem frozen and stiff but I love the snow surrounding me, making things seem brighter than they should be and softening the edges of the harsh world. I don't know.

So anyways, here is My wonderful friend Auburn and I in the middle of November. That's right, picture time!






She is so wonderful.  She's the kind of girl who thinks of others and always knows how to bring a smile and a laugh even at the literally darkest hours (2 am??) She's the kind of friend who leaves you a note and a surprise when you're having a rotten day and is a positive influence on the lives around you.  I tell ya.

"You don't get that many people in your life that you can just tell anything to." - Lauren Conrad

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Good For Something More

In my Book of Mormon packet for class there is this quote:

"You are good. But it is not enough just to be good.  You must be good for something. You must contribute good to the world.  The world must be a better place for your presence.  And the good that is in you must be spread to others. I do not suppose that any of us here this day will be remembered a thousand years from now. I do not suppose that we ill be remembered a century from now.  But in this world so filled with problems, so constantly threatened by dark and evil challenges, you can and must rise above mediocrity, above indifference.  You can become involved and speak with a strong voice for that which is right"
                      - Gordon B. Hinckley

That went along with the scripture 2 Nephi 28:21-24 "Wo unto those who are at ease in Zion."

P.S. So buried in books and homework and studying and tests, but don't worry I still come up for air every once and a while.

Monday, October 21, 2013

Why?



I thought this was over, yet somehow you just keep catching my eye.

"Because I am not the type of
person someone falls in love with." - unknown




Saturday, October 19, 2013

What is more fun than spreadsheets?

So today the struggling attempt in submitting my spreadsheets/information systems assignment was worse than ever before.  There is an assignment once a week and it is over the internet and uses excel to step by step take instructions and produce a spreasheet or fulfill a question, or solve or create a chart etc. and than you submit it over the internet and it instantly produces your mark.  Unfortunately you can not save this file or it won't submit because that would lead to potential easy opportunities for students to cheat I guess? But in my case it means I have to do my spreadsheet assignment multiple times before I can get it to submit. My computer, although I love it and all of the goodness it helps me with in university, it loves to randomly delete or shut down my excel program while I am working on it or today as soon as I finish it 5 times consecutively.  After the third time it deleted, I gave up.

Tonight my older brother's friend had invited me to her Early Halloween Extravaganza and it was a blast. I was so glad she invited me to come.  Sunshine let me borrow her flapper costume, so cute and handmade btw!! And so I didn't even have to stress about that, and Jared and Sunshine dressed as Batman and Bat girl. Sunshine looked so edgy and babein'! Anywho so I was glad their last minute costumes turned out super well.


(not the best quality photos I know, but it gives the general idea)

ANYWAYS. so I gave up on my spreadsheets assignment, willing to take a zero since there was no way it was going to be submitted.  I went out and got ready went to the party and had a fun time just eating, talking, playing a great game of werewolf, even though I forgot who was the werewolf and I was vanhelsing(holga?) so I kind of let the entire village die, oops! Anyways, it was nice, I didn't have to stress, and just enjoy the company and evening.

So I got dropped off at 10, and since I had two hours before my spreadsheets assignment was due, I thought I would keep trying until midnight. I tried twice more, the frustration grew as both times it failed. I restarted my computer, and thought about asking my neighboring dorm lovely ladies if I could try on their computer, the computer was too slow and it didn't work on their excel, as well as another failed attempt on mine. I thought I was about to have my eyes sweat my way to sleep in anger and frustration at the fact that my course mark was going to be so damaged in consequence. I even took pictures of the process and shut down and emailed them to the TA saying, what can I do!? I sure hope he can help me since I have always had to submit multiple times before it works. Then Katie saw me in the hall, patiently asked me what was going on, I didn't let my eyes sweat, in frustration I tried again and she stayed with me and kept me company. I wondered if anyone else in my hall with excel and a pc would be willing to let me try on their computer, she immediately suggests a mutual friend- her room mate, who is fine with it, and I set to work of completing the assignment for what felt as if it were the thousandth time. I no longer even needed to read the assignment, all titles and alterations were memorized and executed on the spreadsheet.  I tried to submit the assignment, the excel did NOT delete itself or shut down, but it wouldn't submit because of the internet connection? which was FINE.  My heart dropped, Katie took the computer and tried again. Fail to submit.  I tried switching the internet connections and voila success. It submitted and I got a 96%. 

I can not even explain to you how happy I was at this moment in time. I almost didn't believe it. My hands shook and I grinned.

Wow, this does not even seem like a big deal, but this assignment was the death of me this evening, and in the joy of success, and plans to celebrate with ice cream with Katie my eyes even leaked a few drops of liquid joy.








She goes longboarding with me, talks with me, laughs with me and knows how to cheer me up. She's so wonderful and so much fun. I am so grateful I have met her this year! She even helped me to not give up on my spreadsheets assignment when I thought it was going to be the death of me.

I know that God wants us to succeed, and I know that he helps us through others. There are so many wonderful people that I have met this year at university who have been helping me to succeed. Even if it is just a short visit or encouragement, their impact on me has been so wonderful. Tonight it was Katie, earlier this week it was Lewis, Tiffany,and multiple times it has been my room mate Auburn.

Those relationships we spend so much time to build and develop, even though they are just torn away sometimes, they are so worth it. The friends that we make are the people that help us to be better, brighter, happier and they are the gems in our lives, even if they are only there a little while. I don't know where I would be without the support of my family and friends. I love them so much. I am so grateful that God has blessed me so much.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Life is Exciting Stuff!




I found this awesome list of a High School Teachers 100 wisest words on Tumblr, and I just think it is so hilarious, accurate and great.

1. There are plenty of ways to enter a pool. The stairs is not one of them.
2. Never cancel dinner plans by text message.
3. Don’t knock it ‘til you try it.
4. If a street performer makes you stop walking, you owe him a buck.
5. Always use ‘we’ when referring to your home team or your government.
6. When entrusted with a secret, keep it.
7. Don’t underestimate free throws in a game of ‘horse’.
8. Just because you can doesn’t mean you should.
9. Don’t dumb it down.
10. You only get one chance to notice a new haircut.
11. If you’re staying more than one night, unpack.
12. Never park in front of a bar.
13. Expect the seat in front of you to recline. Prepare accordingly.
14. Keep a picture of your first fish, first car, and first boy/girlfriend.
15. Hold your heroes to a high standard.
16. A suntan is earned, not bought.
17. Never lie to your doctor.
18. All guns are loaded.
19. Don’t mention sunburns. Believe me, they know.
20. The best way to show thanks is to wear it. Even if it’s only once.
21. Take a vacation of your cell phone, internet, and TV once a year.
22. Don’t fill up on bread, no matter how good.
23. A handshake beats an autograph.
24. Don’t linger in the doorway. In or out.
25. If you choose to go in drag, don’t sell yourself short.
26. If you want to know what makes you unique, sit for a caricature.
27. Never get your hair cut the day of a special event.
28. Be mindful of what comes between you and the Earth. Always buy good shoes, tires, and sheets.
29. Never eat lunch at your desk if you can avoid it.
30. When you’re with new friends, don’t just talk about old friends.
31. Eat lunch with the new kids.
32. When traveling, keep your wits about you.
33. It’s never too late for an apology.
34. Don’t pose with booze.
35. If you have the right of way, take it.
36. You don’t get to choose your own nickname.
37. When you marry someone, remember you marry their entire family.
38. Never push someone off a dock.
39. Under no circumstances should you ask a woman if she’s pregnant.
40. It’s not enough to be proud of your ancestry; live up to it.
41. Don’t make a scene.
42. When giving a thank you speech, short and sweet is best.
43. Know when to ignore the camera.
44. Never gloat.
45. Invest in good luggage.
46. Make time for your mom on your birthday. It’s her special day, too.
47. When opening presents, no one likes a good guesser.
48. Sympathy is a crutch, never fake a limp.
49. Give credit. Take blame.
50. Suck it up every now and again.
51. Never be the last one in the pool.
52. Don’t stare.
53. Address everyone that carries a firearm professionally.
54. Stand up to bullies. You’ll only have to do it once.
55. If you’ve made your point, stop talking.
56. Admit it when you’re wrong.
57. If you offer to help don’t quit until the job is done.
58. Look people in the eye when you thank them.
59. Thank the bus driver.
60. Never answer the phone at the dinner table.
61. Forgive yourself for your mistakes.
62. Know at least one good joke.
63. Don’t boo. Even the ref is somebody’s son.
64. Know how to cook one good meal.
65. Learn to drive a stick shift.
66. Be cool to younger kids. Reputations are built over a lifetime.
67. It’s okay to go to the movies by yourself.
68. Dance with your mother/father.
69. Don’t lose your cool. Especially at work.
70. Always thank the host.
71. If you don’t understand, ask before it’s too late.
72. Know the size of your boy/girlfriend’s clothes.
73. There is nothing wrong with a plain t-shirt.
74. Be a good listener. Don’t just wait for your turn to talk.
75. Keep your word.
76. In college, always sit in the front. You’ll stand out immediately.
77. Carry your mother’s bags. She carried you for nine months.
78. Be patient with airport security. They’re just doing their jobs.
79. Don’t be the talker in a movie.
80. The opposite sex likes people who shower.
81. You are what you do, not what you say.
82. Learn to change a tire.
83. Be kind. Everyone has a hard fight ahead of them.
84. An hour with grandparents is time well spent. Ask for advice when you need it.
85. Don’t litter.
86. If you have a sister, get to know her boyfriend. Your opinion is important.
87. You won’t always be the strongest or the fastest. But you can be the toughest.
88. Never call someone before 9am or after 9pm.
89. Buy the orange properties in Monopoly.
90. Make the little things count.
91. Always wear a bra at work.
92. There is a fine line between looking sultry and slutty. Find it.
93. You’re never too old to need your mom.
94. Ladies, if you make the decision to wear heels on the first date, commit to keeping them on and keeping your trap shut about how much your feet kill.
95. Know the words to your national anthem.
96. Your dance moves might not be the best, but I promise making a fool of yourself is more fun then sitting on the bench alone.
97. Smile at strangers.
98. Make goals.
99. Being old is not dictated by your bedtime.
100. If you have to fight, punch first and punch hard.
"

-a high school teacher’s list of 100 wisest words (via alifeofbarelybreathing)
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Monday, September 30, 2013

Music Monday

Song that I am lovin today. Also, pictures from tumblr that I am also lovin.



Classy Girls by the Lumineers

Well, she was standing in the bar
I said, "Hello, how do you do?"
She handed me a beer with a kangaroo.

She spoke of places I had never been
That she had traveled to
And we slow danced along to faster tunes

And I made her laugh, I made a pass,
I showed her my half dollar ring
She said, "That's pretty cool,
But classy girls don't kiss in bars, you fool"

(No they don't)

So later on the crowd calmed down
And I believe it was as if something drew me closer to her lips

So picture my surprise when I had tried to lean in for a kiss
And she just smiled and turned her head down

I asked her, "Why?" and she replied
It was nothing I was doing wrong, it's just what it is.
No, classy girls don't kiss in bars like this

No, classy girls don't kiss in bars
Boys will break their backs and hearts
But it's alright, the hardest part is through.


Thursday, September 19, 2013

Throwback Thursday


One thing, I probably miss the most right now, is my other family member and best friend Holly Dagg. Dagg, that girl is fine ;) haha. I miss how we would hang out with Janie all the time, we would get together at 10:30 pm because we would all be busy during the day and hang out at night. I miss longboarding and fooling around, laughing constantly, and being hilarious and ridiculous. 







It's funny because that's the night I taught her how to longboard, and we took pictures together and walked around town, but it seems like the majority of the photos mysteriously disappeared so she couldn't send me more...haha doesn't matter. Love that kid.






Alright, Alright, Here's the BYU Update


My Mom and I before she left


Jared and Sunshine excited to be back at school
All of us looking Crazy

So I kind of love it so much.
Finally learning what I want to learn.
Finally doing what I want to do.

So my mom drove down with us, so she was here for the first few days. That actually was super helpful since she is always so organized and helped me to be all ready and organized for school. We also did some hiking together. We went to Bridal Veil Falls like 20 minutes away I believe and Sammy, Sunshine's brother came with us too!

During orientation, I had to go to an international student meeting because I am foreign in the US. Anywho, so I ended up winning a free Jamba Juice because of my amazing artist skills haha.

Ermagersh Universherity!

I have the best room mate and wonderful girls all living in my hall. I even met another blogger!
This is her blog btw's: http://sincerely-ericamichelle.blogspot.com/

 Soon after we got there, the day before classes started, it was my roommate's birthday! Woo! So of course we had to do some exciting stuff. We sang and ate and went to some activities and had late night pancakes and got caught in the rain.

The Canadians! Me, Ty and Auburn on her birthday at FHE

Anywho, it's just great. I have tons of homework, the food is meh or really good but super fattening and so on and so forth. My favorite class is definitely Accounting, the Professor is phenomenal.  He's so good that I actually get up early to go class at 8! 

There is also this place which is kind of hilarious but super rad is called The Wall. It's like a mormon bar, so there's like sodas and karaoke and bands play and it's like a lounge. it's pretty great though. Anywho here's another gang picture.

Tiffany, me, Jacob, Chris (up), Ty, Dylan, Danial
I'm meeting lots of people, I've hiked the Y, there are always tons of activities going on. So it's pretty interesting.  I've currently been swamped in homework but it's all doable, and going swell so far.

Auburn- hiking the Y

Kayla

Courtney and Sam

The gang

At the Y

Roomies

So sassy


Cady, Auburn and I - love them!
The Hike to the Y was actually not as easy as I thought it was going to be, but definitely still a very fun hike.  We packed some subway sandwiches and went up that mountain and it was a party with these hilarious and great people.



Went to the Parachute concert last week in Salt Lake. It was my first official concert other than Down With Webster at the Coca Cola Stage at stampede. It was a lot of fun, and they were great live. There was some shenaniganning downtown after we waited for the train back to Provo, but it was great. I even got a picture with the lead singer of the opening band Paradise Fears.




The weather is hot and beautiful and other than some rain storms every now and then it's like super hot weather.  It's already snowed in Calgary I see, while I'm just wearing t-shirts everyday still because anything more is too hot!

I even finally received stationary in the mail so I can send letters to missionaries and friends and junk. It's pretty exciting stuff. Anywho, here is my crazy all over the place recap of the BYU life.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

A love like that

Lyrics:

Came in together, but you held me
The process walking right through that door, at the entry
I can't seem to remember, the lights were so bright
And the disco-ball blurred in the turn of that night
But it was perfect I was told the tux was starched and all
Grabbed the glass of punch nervousness, structured by that wall
Arms folded, myself I didn't know yet
Until you came over, stood by me, you posted
You put your hand out like I was stranded
Tried to pull me on that dance floor
I stepped backwards
See I wasn't ready yet, but you were my medicine
Showed me that trust through that love that you held me with
our backs against the wall as the DJ would spin
The soundtrack had changed as he played that mix
Our lives flashed in front of us, just a glimpse
We were together and experience this



You finally pulled me up, I didn't want to
But you filled me up, from the bottom of my heart
And as we walked through that gymnasium that I'd been watching
Feeling like my chest would explode from my heartbeat
To the middle of the floor I almost panicked
You put your hand out and I fearfully grabbed it
The most beautiful thing that I'd seen on this planet
She laughed 'cause you could tell that I didn't know how to dance yet
We started moving
And I, didn't know what I was doing
You whispered, "don't you love music
it's such a gift and I'll give it to ya
But you gotta use it"
I strayed
You brought me back in
trying to sneak a flask outside of that gym
She said "You don't need that, look within"
She hugged me, looked into my eyes, she gave me a kiss
And she said "I can't help you, if you don't let me
You're here to live just be, don't forget me
The end of this dance you don't want to regret me, live
'Cause tonight you'll all be set free"



Last dance the DJ yelled
looked into her eyes and I could see myself
Slow motion, frozen, toast of this moment
Like there is no morning, like there is no morning
No emotions, you on my shoulder
Me lead and you follow
As we circle the floor like the globe
Through this infinite mass
Makes us seem so small
With you in my hand like the skyline holds the stars
not letting go, but I can't hold on
Fading through my fingertips, watching us fall
I try to catch you with my arms
I would never take you for granted when I had you in my palms
To all I ever wanted, please play my song
And put the record to the needle, don't ever touch that off switch
You are perfect, forget that prom dress
My God, seconds away from God yes
Somebody turned the heat on in this party
Or we're becoming one because I'm melting into your body
one being, heartbeating, universe falling
The ground split right between us and that concrete
Separated my love, I could hear her calling
Separated, but I could hear her calling
Goodbye forever, never see you again
Winterball 2012, The End


So I pretty much just love Macklemore and Ryan Lewis by the way. Yeah.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Now on Bloglovin!

So BYU has been super awesome so far and it turns out I'm not even the only one with a blog, anywho, so here I am joining bloglovin so I'll be able to enjoy the blogging life even better! well....hopefull! :)

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Thursday, August 22, 2013

Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end. But in my heart is a memory. And there you'll always be. - Disney








Love you all so much. too the moon and back. I'll miss you when i'm gone <3