So today, I went out on a date to Iron Man III. With the guy I'm going to grad with. And honestly I was really surprised. I was surprised in a good way though, like they hey I just found 20$ in my pocket way not the, oh no that man I talked to turned out to be a serial killer kind of way.
He was actually such a gentleman. It was wonderful, and I actually had a really nice time. I was so worried it would be awkward, and he would just want to make out like somewhere or something awkward first date material like that. I feel so conflicted about this whole situation though. Conflicted and turbulent over this matter. Its troubling and frustrating, because it prevents me from deciphering my own feelings.
I'm just so tired of being the person who meets an awesome guy, and then takes so long to realize that she doesn't like him the way he likes her, and then end up breaking a heart that should've never been broken.
I'm worried he's going to really like me. Ohmylanta I realize that sounds so cocky, and trust me its not like I think I'm hot stuff, but the way he is, just makes me worried, that he'll like me before I know how I feel about him. I don't even know if this makes any sense. But that's why I'm just typing this out. So that maybe I can put some order and understanding to this situation.
Who knows. But the point of this story was, good date. Not too bad at all ;)
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