Trying to think about this new adventure in my life (university in two weeks) and everything that I'm leaving behind at the same time is foreign. Although I have moved plenty of times, it seems weirder this time around. Not only am I moving, but my family too, to a whole different place.
Those relationships and friendships I have strengthened and created with so many wonderful people might even evaporate into thin air when I leave. It breaks my heart. But at the same time I am so excited and anxious and nervous for my new and wonderful adventure just around the riverbend. I'm bursting with excitement, while crumbling with sorrow. I don't even talk about it. Goodbye is too hard. But then again “How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”~ Winnie the Pooh.
Some songs I think of about this time include:
"Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness"
"I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky"
"I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night"
I'm scared, that these people I cherish and adore, those are the ones that I want to see again, those treasured souls within this city that I've found, might be lost from my life.
I guess that's part of this whole moving thing.
P.S. I got a new computer for school and it's pretty sweet.
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