Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end. But in my heart is a memory. And there you'll always be. - Disney

Love you all so much. too the moon and back. I'll miss you when i'm gone <3

Summer So good so far (from June)

Summer has come. I am loving it so much so far. I finally have time to make all of my delicious favorite breakfasts including my classic oatmeal with brown sugar and nectarine combo and peanut butter toast!

       

I finally stopped procrastinating and went and bought some scrubs to sew into bloomers for trek, and I ended up buying some new sunnies (aviators) a new hat ( :D ), a shirt, sweat pants, a shirt, a tank, a new infinity scarf, an ugly sweater with ducks all over it, and a nighty for trek too.  So, I went from spending 10$ on scrubs to an unfortunately large amount more than that.This is the unfortunate trend of all my shopping endeavors. I had a lot of fun with my good friend while we were at it though!

Piano playing like in March..

Hey so I found a video I made for my blog of me playing an arrangement of Go the distance from Hercules by Kyle Landry on the piano. So yeah I think it was from March...? But enjoy and ignore the wrong notes and mistakes! haha

Music speaks when words fail

I find that I have an awfully difficult time trying to express myself.
Trying to think about this new adventure in my life (university in two weeks) and everything that I'm leaving behind at the same time is foreign.  Although I have moved plenty of times, it seems weirder this time around.  Not only am I moving, but my family too, to a whole different place.
Those relationships and friendships I have strengthened and created with so many wonderful people might even evaporate into thin air when I leave. It breaks my heart. But at the same time I am so excited and anxious and nervous for my new and wonderful adventure just around the riverbend. I'm bursting with excitement, while crumbling with sorrow. I don't even talk about it. Goodbye is too hard. But then again  “How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”~ Winnie the Pooh.

Some songs I think of about this time include:

"But I will see you again, I will see you again a long time from now"

"Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness"

"I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky"

"I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night"

I'm scared, that these people I cherish and adore, those are the ones that I want to see again, those treasured souls within this city that I've found, might be lost from my life.
I guess that's part of this whole moving thing.

P.S. I got a new computer for school and it's pretty sweet.