Yesterday my friend Amanda left for China. That is crazy. It reminds me of just how fast my school years have actually gone by, not actually fast at all, except I feel so old. I can't believe that in 4 months I will have graduated High School. That just seems a little bit outrageous, ridiculous and silly to me.
Yesterday My good friends accompanied me to the blood donor clinic and it was another great experience. I love donating blood, I love the fact that its simple, its free, and I can help others so easily so why not? Why not give that blood especially since I don't have the slightest fear of needles! This is a picture of me after they finished and took the needle out. 6 minutes to fill the bag by the way! Woot!
Music in my life:
All I listen to lately is the Pitch Perfect Soundtrack, Les Miserables Soundtrack, and Ed Sheeran ( Lego House, Little Bird, She, Drunk, Wake me up, and fall)
And its wonderful. If any of y'all haven't seen either of those movies they're phenomenal and I suggest you do! Soon!
And if you don't know who Ed Sheeran is, you're missing out on one of the most beautiful voices you will hear ever. haha
Article I'm currently in love with:
Where is the Pavillion
by President Henry B. Eyring
The
pavilion that seems to intercept divine aid does not cover God but
occasionally covers us. God is never hidden, yet sometimes we are.
In the depths of his anguish in Liberty Jail, the Prophet Joseph Smith cried out: “O God, where art thou? And where is the pavilion that covereth thy hiding place?”1
Many of us, in moments of personal anguish, feel that God is far from
us. The pavilion that seems to intercept divine aid does not cover God
but occasionally covers us. God is never hidden, yet sometimes we are,
covered by a pavilion of motivations that draw us away from God and make
Him seem distant and inaccessible. Our own desires, rather than a
feeling of “Thy will be done,”2
create the feeling of a pavilion blocking God. God is not unable to see
us or communicate with us, but we may be unwilling to listen or submit
to His will and His time.
Our
feelings of separation from God will diminish as we become more
childlike before Him. That is not easy in a world where the opinions of
other human beings can have such an effect on our motives. But it will
help us recognize this truth: God is close to us and aware of us and
never hides from His faithful children.
My three-year-old granddaughter illustrated the power of innocence and humility to connect us with God. She went with her family to the open house of the Brigham City Temple
in Utah. In one of the rooms of that beautiful building, she looked
around and asked, “Mommy, where is Jesus?” Her mother explained that she
would not see Jesus in the temple, but she would be able to feel His
influence in her heart. Eliza carefully considered her mother’s response
and then seemed satisfied and said, “Oh, Jesus is gone helping
someone,” she concluded.
No
pavilion obscured Eliza’s understanding or obstructed her view of
reality. God is close to her, and she feels close to Him. She knew that
the temple is the house of the Lord but also understood that the
resurrected and glorified Jesus Christ has a body and can only be in one place at a time.3
If He was not at His house, she recognized that He must be in another
place. And from what she knows of the Savior, she knew that He would be
somewhere doing good for His Father’s children. It was clear that she
had hoped to see Jesus, not for a confirming miracle of His existence
but simply because she loved Him.
The Spirit could reveal to her childlike mind and heart the comfort all of us need and want. Jesus Christ
lives, knows us, watches over us, and cares for us. In moments of pain,
loneliness, or confusion, we do not need to see Jesus Christ to know
that He is aware of our circumstances and that His mission is to bless.
I
know from my own life that Eliza’s experience can be our own long after
we leave childhood. In the early years of my career, I worked hard to
secure a tenured professorship at Stanford University. I thought I had
made a good life for myself and for my family. We lived close to my
wife’s parents in very comfortable surroundings. By the world’s
standards, I had achieved success. But I was given by the Church the
chance to leave California and go to Ricks College in Rexburg, Idaho. My
lifetime professional objectives might have been a pavilion dividing me
from a loving Father who knew better than I did what my future could
hold. But I was blessed to know that whatever success I had in my career
and family life to that point was a gift from God. And so, like a
child, I knelt in prayer to ask what I should do. I was able to hear a
quiet voice in my mind that said, “It’s my school.” There was no
pavilion shielding me from God. In faith and humility, I submitted my
will to His and felt His care and closeness.
My
years at Ricks College, during which I tried to seek God’s will and do
it, kept the pavilion from covering me or obscuring God’s active role in
my life. As I sought to do His work, I felt close to Him and felt
assurance that He knew of my affairs and cared deeply for my happiness.
But as they had at Stanford, worldly motivations began to present
themselves to me. One was an attractive job offer, extended just as I
was finishing my fifth year as president of Ricks College. I considered
the offer and prayed about it and even discussed it with the First
Presidency. They responded with warmth and a little humor but certainly
not with any direction. President Spencer W. Kimball listened to me
describe the offer I had received from a large corporation and said:
“Well, Hal, that sounds like a wonderful opportunity! And if we ever
needed you, we’d know where to find you.” They would have known where to
find me, but my desires for professional success might have created a
pavilion that would make it hard for me to find God and harder for me to
listen to and follow His invitations.
My
wife, sensing this, had a strong impression that we were not to leave
Ricks College. I said, “That’s good enough for me.” But she insisted,
wisely, that I must get my own revelation. And so I prayed again. This
time I did receive direction, in the form of a voice in my mind that
said, “I’ll let you stay at Ricks College a little longer.” My
personal ambitions might have clouded my view of reality and made it
hard for me to receive revelation.
Thirty
days after I was blessed with the inspired decision to turn down the
job offer and stay at Ricks College, the Teton Dam burst nearby. God
knew that dam would burst and that hundreds of people would need help.
He let me seek counsel and gain His permission to stay at Ricks College.
He knew all the reasons that my service might still be valuable at the
college and in Rexburg. So I was there to ask Heavenly Father frequently
in prayer that He would have me do those things that would help the
people whose property and lives had been damaged. I spent hours working
with other people to clear mud and water from homes. My desire to know
and do His will gave me a soul-stretching opportunity.
That
incident illustrates another way we can create a barrier to knowing
God’s will or feeling His love for us: we can’t insist on our
timetable when the Lord has His own. I thought I had spent enough time
in my service in Rexburg and was in a hurry to move on. Sometimes our
insistence on acting according to our own timetable can obscure His will
for us.
In
Liberty Jail, the Prophet Joseph asked the Lord to punish those who
persecuted the members of the Church in Missouri. His prayer was for
sure and swift retribution. But the Lord responded that in “not many
years hence,”4 He would deal with those enemies of the Church. In the 24th and 25th verses of the 121st section of the Doctrine and Covenants, He says:
“Behold, mine eyes see and know all their works, and I have in reserve a swift judgment in the season thereof, for them all;
“For there is a time appointed for every man, according as his works shall be.”5
We
remove the pavilion when we feel and pray, “Thy will be done” and “in
Thine own time.” His time should be soon enough for us since we know
that He wants only what is best.
One
of my daughters-in-law spent many years feeling that God had placed a
pavilion over her. She was a young mother of three who longed for more
children. After two miscarriages, her prayers of pleading grew
anguished. As more barren years passed, she felt tempted to anger. When
her youngest went off to school, the emptiness of her house seemed to
mock her focus on motherhood—so did the unplanned and even unwanted
pregnancies of acquaintances. She felt as committed and consecrated as
Mary, who declared, “Behold the handmaid of the Lord.”6 But although she spoke these words in her heart, she could hear nothing in reply.
Hoping
to lift her spirits, her husband invited her to join him on a business
trip to California. While he attended meetings, she walked along the
beautiful, empty beach. Her heart ready to burst, she prayed aloud. For
the first time, she asked not for another child but for a divine errand.
“Heavenly Father,” she cried, “I will give you all of my time; please
show me how to fill it.” She expressed her willingness to take her
family wherever they might be required to go. That prayer produced an
unexpected feeling of peace. It did not satisfy her mind’s craving for
certainty, but for the first time in years, it calmed her heart.
The
prayer removed the pavilion and opened the windows of heaven. Within
two weeks she learned that she was expecting a child. The new baby was
just one year old when a mission call came to my son and my
daughter-in-law. Having promised to go and do anything, anywhere, she
put fear aside and took her children overseas. In the mission field she
had another child—on a missionary transfer day.
Submitting
fully to heaven’s will, as this young mother did, is essential to
removing the spiritual pavilions we sometimes put over our heads. But it
does not guarantee immediate answers to our prayers.
Abraham’s
heart seems to have been right long before Sarah conceived Isaac and
before they received their promised land. Heaven had other purposes to
fulfill first. Those purposes included not only building Abraham and
Sarah’s faith but also teaching them eternal truths that they shared
with others on their long, circuitous route to the land prepared for
them. The Lord’s delays often seem long; some last a lifetime. But they
are always calculated to bless. They need never be times of loneliness
or sorrow or impatience.
Although
His time is not always our time, we can be sure that the Lord keeps His
promises. For any of you who now feel that He is hard to reach, I
testify that the day will come that we all will see Him face to face.
Just as there is nothing now to obscure His view of us, there will be
nothing to obscure our view of Him. We will all stand before Him, in
person. Like my granddaughter, we want to see Jesus Christ now, but our
certain reunion with Him at the judgment bar will be more pleasing if we
first do the things that make Him as familiar to us as we are to Him.
As we serve Him, we become like Him, and we feel closer to Him as we
approach that day when nothing will hide our view.
The
movement toward God can be ongoing. “Come, ye blessed of my Father,
inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world,”7 the Savior teaches. And then He tells us how:
“For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
“Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
“Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
“When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
“Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
“And
the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you,
Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren,
ye have done it unto me.”8
As
we do what He would have us do for His Father’s children, the Lord
considers it kindness to Him, and we will feel closer to Him as we feel
His love and His approval. In time we will become like Him and will
think of the Judgment Day with happy anticipation.
The
pavilion that seems to be hiding you from God may be fear of man rather
than this desire to serve others. The Savior’s only motivation was to
help people. Many of you, as I have, have felt fear in approaching
someone you have offended or who has hurt you. And yet I have seen the
Lord melt hearts time after time, including my own. And so I challenge
you to go for the Lord to someone, despite any fear you may have, to
extend love and forgiveness.
I promise you that as you do, you will feel the love of the Savior for
that person and His love for you, and it will not seem to come from a
great distance. For you, that challenge may be in a family, it may be in
a community, or it may be across a nation.
But
if you go for the Lord to bless others, He will see and reward it. If
you do this often enough and long enough, you will feel a change in your
very nature through the Atonement of Jesus Christ. Not only will you
feel closer to Him, but you will also feel more and more that you are
becoming like Him. Then, when you do see Him, as we all will, it will be
for you as it was for Moroni when he said: “And now I bid unto all,
farewell. I soon go to rest in the paradise of God, until my spirit and
body shall again reunite, and I am brought forth triumphant through the
air, to meet you before the pleasing bar of the great Jehovah, the
Eternal Judge of both quick and dead. Amen.”9
If
we serve with faith, humility, and a desire to do God’s will, I testify
that the judgment bar of the great Jehovah will be pleasing. We will
see our loving Father and His Son as They see us now—with perfect
clarity and with perfect love. In the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen.
http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2012/10/where-is-the-pavilion?lang=eng
I love how powerful this talk is. Especially on the matters of topic we've been discussing in Social Studies such as abortion and the articles I've been reading.
I was also reading Forty Years On by W. Mitt Romney in BYU Magazine Winter 2013 and he talks about the contrast between worldly success and are actual success in life.
He says:
"The ability to live with integrity with the core values of love, family, service, and devotion is entirely up to us."
"When living in integrity with your core values, your success and fulfillment are not subject to votes, to others' opinions, or to chance."
"Unless you purposefully hold fast to living first by your innermost values,...you will read too much into your worldly successes and, perhaps just as dangerously, read too much into your worldly setbacks."
I thought it was pretty interesting.
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