Sunday, April 29, 2012

Song.

Oh I love this song so much, and it's stuck in my head.
Too good.

Tomorrow by Chris Young.

'...But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time.
Rock you strong in these arms of mine.
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow.
We're like fire and gasoline.
I'm no good for you.
You're no good for me.
We only bring each other tears and sorrow.
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow...'







Dance.

Dancing till the morning light,
so that maybe deep in that subconscious
I'll give up the fight.

Sometimes its nice,
not to worry about flirting,
or looking perfect,
or finding the best looking feller.

Sometimes its nice,
to just dance.
to make friends and Laugh.
Laugh until your sides hurt.
Put aside concerns of what others think
Just joke around and dance.

I like that.
I like that we spent most of the dance,
sucking at dancing and not caring,
goofing around, laughing,
I feel like we've finally
gotten through that awkward stage
-you know the whole, I know you and have danced with you before and i'm pretty sure you know me, but i dont know if we should talk or if its acceptable for me to just talk to you, and about what would we even talk?-



The dances where none of that silly boy stuff matters, it seems always turns out to be the ones where I have more fun. Maybe I should remember that. hmm.... haha

Anywho here is my ramble for tonight.
Church dances= fun times.
Peters milkshakes= great times.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Still Hope.

Bienvenue Amannnnnnaaaaaa, and a little blurb about hope :)

I'm so extremely happy my best friend has finally returned from her crazy Quebec adventure.
So much slacking and ridiculousness to catch up on! Welcome Home! Bienvenue!
Like seriously! All these spares to do crazy stuff during, and baking cookies for sure.

Anyways so I was on pinterest as usual- SO ADDICTING. and I found the greatest most inspiring picture that brings hope to me, here it is.... drumroll...






Thank goodness right? hahaha

So I came across the first picture on fb of me and Amanda ahaha I believe 2 years ago? Isn't this funny? Kinda cute, kinda VERY frightning! haha mann oh mann.

Friends like this are the kind you never expect to have, but than after they become a part of your life you stop being able to expect any sort of life without them.  All the laughing so necessary to making it through a day, the comfort and trust that can grow. She's the kind of friend that looks after you, makes sure your well, and even though we both talk a LOT, there's a time to be quiet and just listen to each other. It's wonderful to have people like this in your life.  I don't know what i'd do without amanna. Probably spend my spares doing homework and cook quesilldillas with the stove actually turned on! Now that, would be crazy.

 Anyways so now fast forward 2 years and...



I think its gettin better, haha. oh mann.
So of course the most recent picture I have, I'm not wearing any make up but there will be some more recent pictures and adventures of us soon I'm sure...

<3 <3

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Only You.


"He overwhelmed me, and for the first time I began to see there was more to living than keeping your knees pressed together when you sat on a chair, and brushing your hair one hundred strokes each night. So I traded my Mary Janes for an old pair of Connor's sneakers that fit when I jammed rolled-up socks into the toes."
~Picture Perfect, Jodi Picoult

Connor was staring at her as if she'd cme back from the dead, instead of just passed out for a minute or two. "You okay?" he said. "You know who I am?"
Cassie snorted; she couldn't help it. As if she could ever forget Connor. "Yeah," she said. "You're my other half.
~Picture Perfect, Jodi Picoult

"Years ago, this is how my people fell in love," your father told em, and he wrapped that blanket so close we were sharing one heartbeat. "I would have come to you at night, and we would sit outside in this cocoon, and with all the stars as witnesses I would tell you that I loved you."
~Picture Perfect, Jodi Picoult


They say, 'when words fail music speaks' and I know for a fact that all I can type out of my head right now won't make any sense. So lets just let quotes, pictures and music speak.


Hold me closer one more time,
Say that you love me in your last goodbye,
Please forgive me for my sins,
Yes, I swam dirty waters,
But you pushed me in,
I've seen your face under every sky,
Over every border and on every line,
You know my heart more than I do,
We were the greatest, me and you,

But we had time against us,
Miles between us,
The heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it's blue,
And I see my future in you,

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I'll put my hands up,
I'll do everything different,
I'll be better to you,
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again,
I'll put my hands up,
I'll be somebody different,
I'll be better to you,

Let me stay here for just one more night,
Build your world around me,
And pull me to the light,
So I can tell you that I was wrong,
I was a child then, but now I'm willing to learn
-Adele


I try out a smile and I aim it at you
You must have missed it
You always do

But I've got a plan

Why don't you be the artist; and make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer and decide the words I say?
Because I'd rather pretend
I'll still be there at the end
Only it's too hard to ask... won't you try to help me

-Ellie Goulding


Anne of Green Gables <3
I'm just a fool, learning loving somebody don't make them love you
-Jack Johnson



They say that true love hurts,
Well this could almost kill me. Young love murder,
That is what this must be.
I would give it all,
To not be sleeping alone.
The life is fading from me,
While you watch my heart bleed. Young love murder, that is what this this must be.
And I would give is all,
To not be sleeping alone.
-Kesha


Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
-Keith Urban


 'Cause your star is so bright
I can see your core
And you light up my life
So I can see more
I don't care if you're lost
Or you're scared
Or you never, ever
Never, ever wanna be friends
-Quietdrive


i want sweet gestures. i want that guy that makes you smile when you feel its dooms day. i want you to go for walks with me and look at the stars. i want you to dance with me in the rain.
I love it when we talk. but not just simple phrases of polite conversation. talk with meaning.
my blurb about my pathetic lacking life but hey, a girl can dream right? ;)

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Letting Go and Moving On

Often people associate getting over someone and moving on to be linked together, and the only way you can move on with your life is to wait to get over that person holding you back.

But really, that person isn't holding you back at all.  I still think of him and it's been more than a year. I obviously have issues getting over this person, and for now the task appears to be close to impossible.

So I've decided that just because this person keeps finding his way back into my mind, it doesn't mean I have to stop what I'm doing. I won't put my life on hold. I will keep going.



I will keep moving on, I already am,
but that doesn't have to mean that I'm over you.

Saturday, April 7, 2012







My Music Playlists lately:

(I've decided that I love the vampire diaries soundtrack. Oh and Adele yupp.)

  • Best thing I never had - BeyoncĂ©
  • Breathe Again- Sara Bareilles
  • Cut- Plumb
  • Down- Jason Walker
  • Dreaming with a Broken Heart- John Mayer
  • Echo- Jason Walker
  • Fly Love- Jamie Foxx
  • Head over Heels- Digital Daggers
  • Needing, Getting- Ok Go
  • On Melancholy's Hill- Gorillaz
  • Stephan's Theme- Michael Suby
  • All Hail the Heartbreaker- The Spilled Canvas
  • Boyfriend- Justin Bieber <3
  • Daydreams- Adele
  • Everything About you- One Direction
  • I'll Be waiting- Adele 
  • Lovesong- Adele
  • Melt My Heart to Stone- Adele
  • Na Na Na- One Direction
  • <3 Turning Tables- Adele
  • Without You- Keith Urban
  • You'll think of Me- Keith Urban